There are literally endless possibilities I see not just in my immediate future, but in the whole grand scheme of this wild ride called life…
Which is super duper rad but also super scary.
Because I can make whatever plans I want but at the end of the day, it’s all in God’s hands first.
Which is super hard for me, because I like knowing everything.
I have the weirdest love- hate relationship with uncertainty and change, in my opinion.
Like I freaking 💜 trying new things and exploring and such…
but anytime anything super exciting and new pops up in my life, whether it’s something small or something major, my instinct is to overanalyze every little thing as if that could somehow change an outcome that is entirely out of my hands.
But I’m working on that and many, many, many other things as best as I can in the present.
And for now, that has to be enough.
so much love,
💕carlee
